Thu
Jan
28
fucking psycho, feeling insane, not sure what to say and cant seem to trust what i think. i say one thing and then freak thinking i said it all wrong and either yuou will hate me or your mad. i always come to find out your not but it doesnt stop me from thinking what i have said or done has upset you in one way or another. thats my life, everything i say or do i feel like is all wrong. i drive myself crazy.. why do i care what others think of me so bad? i cant stop but caring, im scared of being hurt and i dont want to hurt you. i open my dumb mouth or type some random thought then think twice and feel like crying about it. wtf, seriously? seriously! seriously?!!
